I Wish..

We wouldn't have had so many memories together, because then maybe this would be easy.
I would have said sorry, just one more time.
I would have said the right thing.
You changed your mind, just for that one decision.
I didn't say what I said last November.
You wouldn't have said what you said last November.
I wouldn't have acted how I did after the fact.
I would have given you the note I wrote to you.
I had the guts to say what I wanted.
For your happiness.
For my happiness.
You were here.

..and sometimes, I wish it never would have happened. Because I'm sorry it did, you did deserve better, and we both know that.

Happy Holidays.